So Silly

So Silly

Friday, September 21, 2012

Day 2 of New Meds to Help with Vomiting Update




Nothing too crazy is going on.....well maybe kinda.

So, we are working with two new meds to help Noah with his vomiting, Zofran and Periactin. Zofran is well known for being used to prevent nausea and vomiting. The Periactin is an antihistamine, but has many off label uses, one being that is helps with the interrupting the signal from the brain to the GI system that tells it to vomit when stimuli are introduced (a gag, cough, sneeze, etc.) We were doing them one by one bc his feeding team Dr's didn't want to do both at one time bc we wouldn't know what med was helping or not. Well, it didn't help him. So I called & asked ab using both of them, bc many of his tubie friends said they used both to help with their kiddos and it really seemed to make a big difference. So we finally got the OK and a plan in place to use both meds daily. We started this yesterday and so far NO PUKE! Zero.....He did gag when he woke up this AM, but otherwise he is tolerating 4-5oz boluses of a blended diet and doing really, really well. I don't want to jinx it, but it's been fanfreakintastic! I would LOVE for this to be our magic potion that helps him. It does seem to make him a tad more tired than his usual self and I am not sure if that will level out or just a 'side effect.' I'm not talking lethargic and laying around doing nothing, but he certainly wants to "calm down and watch TV" more than he should. I really hope it levels off, but it's kinda a catch 22....do I leave him on it vomit free, or a lot less vomit and have him a little slower than his norm, or take him off and let him puke 4-8 times a day...I am going to go with a little slow and just hope his little body adjusts. I really don't like to have him on meds to be honest, I'd rather him not take them, BUT getting him to feel good and not vomit multiple times a day, it's worth it. So we are on Day 2 and going well. It's almost time for his 3rd feed of the day so we shall see.

As you all know, his stomach emptying is hit or miss some days. Some days he will do awesome and empty what would I would call "good for him," other days, like yesterday he was so damn s-l-o-w. I know viruses and colds can slow down digestion, but he isn't sick. I don't know why some days are better than others. Anyways, we are waiting for the call back about setting up his Manometry testing. {Here is a link to info on that, http://www.cincinnatichildrens.org/health/a/antro-duod-mano/} We hope to set this up within the next 2-3 weeks. His motility Dr is out of town, so we are waiting on him to reok it and set a date to do it. Hopefully that can give us some more answers on his tummy too.

We are still waiting on his microarry testing, the one that wills how us how his little chromosomes are, if anything is a little off or missing. It's been 3 weeks and I am getting antsy. He was also tested for Fragile X and that came back normal. So we can mark that off. As weird as it sounds, I hope something comes back with his microarry. We know something is going on with him, but for a long time we fought against having him tested/doing tests, I really think it was denial, "oh he is ok, he will grow out of it, blah, blah blah." Yeah, now we are over it. We know something is going on, we are 3 yrs into this and are beyond ready to know what is up, why he has some of his delays, vomits, low tone, wont' eat.....the list can go on..lol So, if we get an SOMETHING from his microarry maybe it will help piece together the puzzle that is Noah.

A little Brock update, he is crazy and wild and clingy. Man, this child is demanding. Noah was SO easy, even with his issues, and Brock is much harder. he is clingy, fussy, whines, even at 18 months LOVES to be held. Oh, and the temper tantrums! O-M-G! If you tell him no to something he wants, not matter what is it, falls on the floor, tears, kicks....the whole 9 yards! DRAMATIC. We can't help, but laugh at him. He is so funny and as Noah says "Nothing, but trouble." He is something....whoosh! lol Noah was NEVER like this. He was content with playing alone and hand to heart, not that whiney even at 3....Brock is one minute happy laughing, the next screaming "UP UP UP! MOMMMMAA UP" and mad at everything. It's been a ride..haha. He is talking SO much it's crazy. He is starting to put words together, he says "I dunno, I love you...and his new favorite, "NO MINE NO NO NO!'' aren't toddlers the best. It really is neat to watch him grow and develop "on time" Noah was on Noah's time and was slow to do things, Brock has always been early...walked at 10 months, has currently 14.5 teeth...{This bottom molar may be the death of me} Got his 1st tooth at 4 months...he was early at most things, or maybe it's normal and after Noah seems really quick. In our house, he is fast, lets just say that. lol. We are still trying to fatten him up some. He is coming close to 22lbs and 32" He is so tiny, he truly is, and coming from past FTT kiddo, it wasn't fun or easy.....BUT he eats and likes it most days, so I will take him small and eating and gain a little slower vs another tube.

So there ya have it, an update!!


Wednesday, September 5, 2012

"Your not trying to get Noah off his tube, you must like it"

Well, I have had a "friend" tell me some things about how I should "help" Noah. So this blog is going to be to clear up this "friends" questions.

First off, are you freaking kiddin' me??? You have no idea what goes on daily at my house, at doctors or therapy appts. What would possess you to tell me how to raise MY child??? You really have struck a nerve, but let's answer your dumbass questions/responses.

1.) "Your not trying to get Noah off his tube, you must like it."

Your right, I am NOT trying to get Noah off his tube right now. He is no where NEAR ready. He has no idea how to eat..... chew, swallow, ya know.... the basics.....it's scary to him. My goal right now is to get him to TOLORATE feeds. Meaning, not puking, retching, gagging, being miserable. Make it a happy time. Not "oh this makes me sick," which is his mentality right now. All he knows is food makes me sick. How about this??? You throw up EVERYDAY, MULTIPLE TIMES A DAY, REFLUX since BIRTH, THEN tell me if you would wanna eat. You wouldn't. Yeah, I do LIKE his tube.....He would have starved to death long before now & yes as dramatic as that sounds he would have starved himself. Which brings me to point number.......

2.) "No kid will starve themselves."

No HEALTHY child, with any medical issues would. Your right. Noah obviously has something going on, which we are hoping to figure out soon. I have now found out many kids will indeed starves themselves when there is a medical issue at play. Who knew right??? I didn't. Thanks Noah for that lesson.... :)

3.) "You need to let him get hungry and quit feeding him all day."

Kinda brings me back to point number one. You know the saying "you don't use it you lose it?" Yep, kinda plays in here. He doesn't KNOW how to EAT! Even if he knew what the hell hunger was, he couldn't DO IT! He HAS NO IDEA WHAT TO DO! Noah also has volume and emptying issues, which is going to make it even more challenging when the time comes to get him to eat....Questions come up such as, will he ever be able to eat enough to grow and thrive? I have no idea. Will he ever get his tube out or will he always have to supplement with it? Time will tell. If I didn't feed him everyday, he wouldn't grow...kinda a problem.

4.) Your a dumbass.

Don't tell me how to "fix" my kid. He's not broken. A little glue isn't going to "fix" it. What makes you think you can come up with ideas to make him eat? If his specialists, regular doctors can't & more importantly ME, than you sure the hell can't. You have pissed me off. Thanks for that.

5.) Know what truley matters to me?

He is happy and healthy. That's it. Not you or your stupid ideas. I don't want your advice. Thanks anyways.